Entry #36 Wednesday, 11/14/38 6:12am
Happy birthday to me… I was considering skipping school and work today, but I have two tests today. Naturally.
I got up a few minutes early today, so I'm going to write about my birthday. Hoorah. I don't feel any older. I guess I'm more mature, but I'm still three feet and half an inch tall! What the hell?! Ugh, I better have a growth spurt this year or I'm going to be pissed. I wish I at least knew I was going to be short, because I bet my parents are tiny just like I am.
Oh yeah, speaking of growing up, I started shaving my 'stache a couple months ago. Forgot to say. I was thinking of starting earlier, but I didn't really need to. But then it was getting thick, to the point where it looked pretty dumb, so I just shaved it off. It grows pretty fast, actually. I'm a hairy/furry person. Why did I write hairy?
This fall has been colder than usual, I think. Or maybe it's just me, but I swear it took longer for it to get this cold the last couple years.
Entry #37 Wednesday, 11/14/38 11:16am
I'm such a bad boy…
After second period I decided to ditch school. I'm just not in the mood for working right now. Seriously, I feel like shit. You're not suppose to feel shitty on your birthday! Especially your 16th one, man.
I have the condo to myself right now. It feels pretty relaxing to know I can take the day off, and chill for once. And it's a nice today, so I don't feel like being cooped up in a classroom. Maybe I'll just sit on the balcony and fall asleep. That sounds freaking awesome right now.
Entry #38 Wednesday, 11/14/38 8:35pm
About an hour after I wrote that last entry, I decided to just leave. I got some stuff I'd need while I was alone, and I just jumped of the balcony and flew away. Somewhere. That's the nice thing about being able to fly.
It was the most liberating feeling I've had in so long. I understand why Sonic loves to run at such extreme speeds. It gives him freedom. He could escape to anywhere if he wanted. But I'm bound by school and work and my future. And I feel like I have so many responsibilities.
Sometimes I just want to be normal. I want a family that will take care of me so I won't have to work. I want friends who understand me because they're normal too. The most any of us would complain about would be break-ups or a stupid project our chemistry teacher gave us. That's it. Why can't I just be like that?
I feel like I can't take this stress anymore. I don't know what to do! I don't have anyone to tell me what to do, so I'll have to tell myself, like what I've been doing for the past nine years. All alone.
I guess I'll just have to suck it up. It was my own decision to be by myself, anyway. I'm the one who chose to run away from the orphanage. I broke my leg in the process, but I still got out. That's what I wanted then, but I'm not sure if I'd disagree now or not.
So now I'm in the middle of nowhere, about 40 miles away from where I live. I wonder if anyone will even care if I'm gone. What if I never came back? Would anyone even notice? Would anyone worry about what happened to me? I could've died for all they know, but I bet no one would give a shit. Maybe I shouldn't even go back.
Entry #39 Thursday, 11/15/38 2:19am
Shadow keeps calling me, but I'm not going to answer. I still need a break from everything, but it's kind of hard when he calls me every half hour! I just want some sleep!!
I kind of threw a fit earlier. I guess it's ok because no one's around, but I still feel like a moron.
Crap. Why did a car just stop here?
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